Thursday, September 25, 2008
Sometimes You Just Feel Like a Good Cry...
You know, today has just been one of those days when you feel like a good cry would help... for no apparent reason...I just feel a little depressed.
But I think this list of petty bothersomes (if that makes any sense) has something to do with it:
The weather is amazing...although I don't technically know because I don't leave the house.
I am worried about our money running out a month before it is supposed to. We have an "emergency fund" designated for my maternity leave but right now I am not seeing how it will get us through until I get paid again at the end of November.
Christmas is coming and while it is my favorite holiday/season I am feeling the urgency of buying presents for all of our loved ones and wondering how I will afford it.
None of my clothes fit... that's all I need to say about that.
The days are getting shorter... the sun doesn't come up till 6 ish and sets at 7 ish.
I am not good at being alone anymore and by being alone I mean I feel sad at night when Nick has to go away on business trips.
Poor poor me right? Not really... Will Smith said on an episode of Fresh Prince "all of your problems are just luxeries" ... and he is right.